Hi. After scanning this. We felt some body is telling my part of tale. Its most of the same. Sorry to know regarding the cousin. Even I will be very attached with my buddy and i can’t imagine how thats even feels. I will be solitary from 4 years now and I thought I will be weird. People love me personally and really wants to be beside me but somehow i get remote from them. I will be harming them and myself to. We don’t understand whenever we will be in a position to love.
Woaah. Same right here. Even we took way too long to know that we might have concern with love. It and bingo. Philophobia so I googled! Sorry to know regarding your bro. We can’t also imagine the pain sensation. My situation is a little distinctive from yours however. I usually possessed a standard life. I suppose the basis regarding the problem is – cultural issue (love wedding is taboo), my dad and mom aren’t near or something. They behave like strangers, specially my father. Our company is a closely knit household though. Its strange altogether. I happened to be refused by girls till now. Never really had a relationship. We switched 24 this season. I want to fall in love, but this looked at dropping in love makes me dizzy and nauseous. We begin perspiring. Also chatting with girls get hard for me personally. Phew! So, have always been not by yourself!
I cant think the thing I are becoming now. We never really had thought this phobia would strike me personally this bad. I am too scared to be emotionally attached with anybody.